You are Blessed:
God does not come near you
or go away from you.
Near or far, the journey is yours.
Just look ! The distance from you to God
is the same as the distance from God to you.
Saying "God! I am always close to you, but you are far away" is meangless.
Due to defects in your thoughts you imagine that God is far away from you but God is always with and God will always be with you.
